More Ramblings

I feel like I've found my place. I really do love Chicago and I wish I was a true native. I guess I am though in a way. All you need is a true love for a place and the feeling that it's home.

I love Archie Marshall. (HE'S 18 TOO *gasp*) He's touring Europe... *sigh* he needs to come visit the U.S.! I love the way his lips look when he sings, and how I can listen to his music over and over again and that it's more beautiful every time. His voice and guitar sound are so different, but not for the fact that he's not like other musical artists. So muffled and echo-ey. It's so simple too, yet it still works. I like how it doesn't make me feel happy or sad too. Just calm, just breathing, just cognizant.
I kind of like the live version better....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=USvPnZyNTwk
"most unique nigga around" lol

I feel released from Yerika's web. I'm relieved that I can move on, like she is now.

I'm yearning for some more ink. INK INK INK so I guess I need a JOB JOB JOB
My interview at Steve Madden was bitchin', I think my attendance at GAP fucked me over though. And that's my fault. I'm going to get at myself. After this week, I'm coming to school every day and I'm not going to ditch class. I've got to start from somewhere. I've applied to a SHIT TON of places, I'm applying to Trader Joes too, hopefully I get an interview there soon!

I told Tim that he makes me mad. I wish he didn't have the feelings he does, or maybe it's more that I'm mad at myself that I can't reciprocate them. He, Ely, and I ditched Monday after Rychlewski's and chilled around Logan. Anytime I'm around, he plays Elliott Smith or Bon Iver, etc. While I appreciate it, it makes me kind of angry. I don't think he really loves that music in the way I do. He just plays it because he know I like it so much. That's sweet but I'd rather he play music he really loves.