Peace, guys

I'm supposed to be getting shit done... I'm not. Oh, well! It gives me an excuse to come back here and get excited for the fall. I know Harold wasn't my plan or exactly what I want, but I know it will help me reach somewhere I'll happy. I like Ely's idea of community college in NorCal by Berkeley. I really hope she pursues it, and I'll do what I can to help her get there. She deserves to be happy. :)

I want to experience LSD again. I feel like the first time gets you used to it. It wasn't a bad trip at all. It was just really intense and kind of scary how it made me go down deep into myself in a completely honest way. You don't hold anything back when you're thinking or talking. There aren't any filters. I want to see how much I can find out about myself. I'm not letting myself do it more than five times in my lifetime though. I know if it's done in excess, it can fuck me up.

I'm going to stay sober from weed for a while. It doesn't do what it used to, and I hate that I need more and more to feel high. Ganja's cool and all but it can totally withdraw you from yourself, which is a necessary experience, but I feel like it's just a way for me to hide from  myself. Molly and Lucy let you stay yourself, they just heighten your most important and truest senses.

I miss my sister. She's seeing Fleetwood Mac in June buttttt AAHFUIDHUFKSDF Bob Dylan's coming to the TOWN OF CHI AND TICKETS ARE ONLY EIGHTY FUCKING DOLLARS. nummy :}

I have a job interview in Wicker and I feel prepared :D. Wish me luckk :) Afterwards is time with Ely at Metamorphosis and Vintage Underground

peace, guys