Very conflicting.
I read it.
I don't think you're set. Nobody is set. However, not everybody has a chance like you do. Hardly so.
Similar to what Ely said. You don't really fully understand anything between me and Manny. You have an outside perspective, which is helpful, but not the whole deal, you know? And he wasn't honest. The more I think about, the more I realize all those fucking lies that I turned my eyes away from. Being inlove is like nothing else. It is love but it's not. It's not loving a best friend or your parents. It's unhealthy and all-consuming in the best and worst ways. Don't feel like you have to have the final right say about it. Just like I don't understand certain things you've gone through; you don't with me.
And babe, I have had SIX FUCKING THERAPISTS. Maybe it's that I haven't met the right one, but it hasn't affected me in the wat that it's supposed to. I don't think it's my personal way of getting help. And that is okay. I'll find a different way.
I really don't think you let me in too quickly. It's just balance, man. (that libra shit lolol). We have different perceptions of what it is to be a good friend. You painted me as this misery chick, kind of imparting herself on others in negative ways. Honestly I have never met anyone who's said that. Even though I wasn't perfect, I wasn't terrible either. I really tried to comfort you with love, but the truth (to me) as well. I'm not going to baby you.
I'll post more or edit this later.